April 2009
3 posts
Steven
God, I don’t know if I made the right choice. The more I think about it, the more I feel that I should have just gone with the easier decision.
So there goes my promotion opportunity. But I’m going to trust that God will provide.
I’m going to choose to worship and glorify His Name.
Natalie
Can I say something?
I’m scared to meet with you. I’m afraid of the power I know you possess over my life, the magnitude of the love that you’re waiting to shower upon me, the glorious plans you seem to always have waiting to protect me in my weakness.
You are always waiting for me. Without fail, I’ll drag my tired feet and heart to church every sunday and I’ll have...
March 2009
15 posts
WAYNE
So many opportunities to invite people, but I never let drop the face that has become me in my work, I never get the opportunity to show the real me.
Why can’t I just let go and let God speak through me, instead of letting my public relations training get in the way? In times like these, I really need to pray.
It’s been a long time since I’ve prayed last.
Dear God, hear your...
ELIZABETH
I’m so tired.
It’s tough running on your own. Be it a race against time, or a race for freedom, liberation, answers, whatever it is you’re looking for - it’s tiring.
I need You. When the going gets tough I seem to remember You. When things are all rosy cosy I become the worst friend ever to You and I’m sorry.
You are not my vending machine.
Teach me that.
I will...
Natalie
truly tired of this fight. and what for? Why are all my defences up, but forever against the only ones who really love me?
like you.
you, you, you. i’ve been trying to understand this miracle that you’ve posed us all with..
it’s always been like this, me trying to push you away. for sad, petty reasons that I myself find laughable. you must be so tired of me.
Easter in a few...
WAYNE
Oh, our church is having another Easter Service.
Yet more fanfare and pomp.
They even gave me a namecard to invite friends with, as if I didn’t already have enough of those. I guess I’ll try to invite a friend when my schedule frees up.
STEVEN
God, you can be funny at times you know? The CEO and Senior Management team are coming over the Easter weekend to review my performance. My direct boss told me that they have been very impressed with my performance and would like to chat on a possible promotion. Meeting time - 10 am Sunday for brunch at The Line, Shangri-La Hotel. And Mabel has readily agreed to come for Easter service. What do...
ZHENG WEI
Project after project, this life doesn’t get any easier. I’ve exhausted all of me, can I do more? I really don’t understand why I don’t know how to say no.
I was supposed to take a short holiday during the coming Good Friday weekend. I submitted my leave application, enthralled by thoughts of me lazying my tired, weary self on sand-crusted beaches… alas, work calls....
ELIZABETH
Sooo…. I went to church today.
Now what, God?
STEVEN
I had the most peculiar conversation with a non-Christian friend today. It was almost as if God was asking me “Steve, have you forgotten your calling?”
Mabel and I met regularly for lunch and we would chat about life, the joy and the sorrows that came with it. She would share about how she found raising her children challenging and I would share about how I had to spend the...
Natalie
can’t figure out right now if things really will be ok. there’s a lot to remember, a lot to hold onto, a lot to let go of. Not quite sure which is which, what is what, how to handle this or that. I wish i could be a little more for you.
please don’t come to me with an invitation, you and i both know that i don’t deserve it..
but you will anyway, and I will never...
Elizabeth
What’s the point? I haven’t been going to church for awhile now. Been so busy with work, hardly have time with friends, family - where am I going to find time for all this?
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